The sky looked so dark and dull, just like they were in my position to make decision. I held a long heavy breathe. I sat down on the bench, playing with my fingers thinking what tomorrow might bring. I tried to recall back all memories that we had together; just to check. Yes I still remember them and yet still cherished for them just like it was only happened yesterday. I look up to the sky, try to look out for stars and found nothing. Naked teary sky, I cursing in my head.
Suddenly I begin to feeling lost in my own thought. Somehow it turned into a pathetic sobs. This is not what should be exactly happen. But in reality, thats what happen and there's nothing else to do to change it.
When did you started to be really afraid?
You’re afraid of the imaginary monster chasing behind
Scared you to death that you run out of breathe
Sometimes you had the thought of
stopping and let the monster eat you fresh alive
From outside tearing apart
And inside it goes, eating the decomposed heart and soul
rotten thought and brain mold
The stagnant blood river
Maybe that’s all what people will found
Because that’s all what will left
There is a very famous quote from John Green about life; “you don't remember what happened, what you remember becomes what happened”. So for any couple that just had into a fight, how about the rethink again of what had just happened. For those who have something to say to someone but have no gut to tell them, I believe you will regret the words that you’ve left unsaid until the day that you die. :')
"That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt".The Fault In Our Stars